Cold feet = not so happy.

Jesus Christ I can't even type properly, what is with my mother and not turning on the gas fire.
It's like we have it just for decor or something, which is weird because I don't know why anybody would want a 70's style gasfire?!

So, I finished 'Guitar Girl' by Sarra Manning. I wasn't disappointed, her stories never fail to entertain me but always leave me in a daze for the next few days. I kind of cried too, because I'm soppy like that. And now I just want to write. I should be doing essays, but instead I'm finding all this crap on the internet which I wouldn't have found if I had nothing to do.

I'm now regretting drinking last night as tomorrow it's new years eve, which means more times ahead of me making a right idiot out of myself and then I'll probably cry over one of my friends shoulders because I don't have a good looking boy to kiss at midnight. I can deal with hangovers, what I can't deal with is my extreme heights of humiliation the next day when I realise I've had an argument for the sake of arguments (on one occasion I just decided to apologise a lot because I couldn't even string a witty sentence together), I've had a 'heart to heart' with a friend and basically told them everything and made it one show about me oh and don't forget all the 'not very lady-like' talking and rowdiness. I apologise now.

Another thing, why the hell does everybody want it to snow?! Yeah, it looks nice for a day, but I hate the view of the snow when my face has landed on the ground and it has the imprint of my body and all the reminders of how I should be losing weight - not going out for a Greggs.

Hmm, I seem to be gorging on a Lindt Swiss Tradition box whilst that daunting thought is over my head. But I believe that if you get a lot of chocolate for Christmas you should just eat them and get it over with, then got to the gym the next with a vengeful attitude.

I think I'm going to watch this film called 'Persepolis', it was in my Christmas box and I've already gone through Tarantino, so I'm ready for a bit of animation. Not too sure what it's about but.......it looks cool!

Anyway, Inabit.
Kitty.